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A Rant.

This is what a quiet little rant looks like, please read in a quiet almost monotonous voice:

I realise I haven’t blogged properly in a while.

I lost something, I’m not quite sure what it is or where it’s gone off to. I’ve been trying to find out what it was for quite some while now, as that would make it easier for me to find where it went. It’s been quite the rough few months, I’ve only just made it through thanks to the tons of love from family and friends. I’ll have to figure this out on my own, but for now all hugs appreciated.

Also, lately the materialistic aspects of my life have become rather repulsive to me. The more my clothes are worth, the less I feel I’m worth. That would possibly be my main issue with makeup as well. Which clashes with my instinct to never look dishevelled, thus creating a very confusing aspect of my current state of existence.

In addition, my sociophobia is to be commended as it has reached an all time high. It’s even starting to seem like agoraphobia, which isn’t too pleasant.

From where I’m standing, the future seems quite hazy. I do hope it clears up soon.